Yoo peeps.
Here comes the 2 weeks holiday.
2 weeks nia...
So many work to do but yet so little time,
was planning to meet my project lecturer at 10am.
Afterwards go help Aaron to settle his Warcraft III issue,
I wonder what issue he's facing.

"Sigh"...
Didn't get to see her online today,
I feel like i'm just a lost innocence soul lost in a big open sea.
Waiting for someone to adopt me,
but no one came...
I wonder when will happen.. 1 year? 10 years?
Or the worst??
Forever never comes..

Oh well...
Spent my time at home doing the Autocad drawing.
Holiday assignment to hand in in 2 weeks time.
And...
Rushing the Semestral Project to let the lecturer see tomorrow.

"Sigh"
I feel that I'm somehow lost.
But not knowing what's wrong.
It's like I lacked of colors in my life?
Not sure though...
I hate this feeling ...
It SUCKS to the max -.-"

Who can change me?
Anyone??
No one?
Oh well, no one will even knows who am I.
I'm just a junk..
A junk that...
No one wants at all.

Maybe i should run off to a faraway place.
A place that no one will know that
I exist at all.
No one...
Peace and quiet.
A black n white life.
That's the place I'm living in now.

Oh well..
NO point writing here,
when nobody cares.
No one cares at all.
What's the point of living in such a miserable life?
Should i end it?
Who can help me?
No one at all.

Maybe i shouldn't even be here in the 1st place
Life sucks.
In a way that's...
that's....
Inexpressible..
Useless.
Hopeless...
Loss of words...

I really hope she can save me.
I really look forward to it.
Otherwise i will go to a place...
A place....
where no one can find me..
Not even her.

What's the point of writing if there's no one here seeing it
I must be nuts --"

Oh well...
Guess it's time to say goodbye..
I hope tomorrow will be better
A day which i always yawn for,
even if it's just a dream...
If you know it,
Try to fulfill it
"Sigh"

[Jin-Xiang] - Nick = [DP]JX signing off...